about the character...

Picture;;

Name;; Fate

Age;; 5 years

Gender;; Doe

Breed;; Sika Deer

Personality;; Well...where can we start with Fate? Her personality is so complicated. Never mind the fact you could really decribe it with one word, it's more how you explain it. It can't seem right that a deer could be born as bitter as Fate is. No, this disposition has to be made, to be built up gradually within years of reasons. Or it can be thrust into a heart with no warning, making the resentment ever deeper. This deer does not want to be happy, she wants to be sad, the hind feels as if she has to be sad. Sad and bitter, sad and angry. Why so bitter? Why so angry? Well I expect you heard about the great fires of Emem? Yes, an incident involving her brother, left the fae with only three legs, the fourth but a stump. One foreleg was badly broken, healing badly and so giving another gift of a limp. Her eyes see others bounding and glad. Then they see herself. Grounded, ugly. Her heart pumps jealousy every time. Wounded, inside and out her heart weeps every moment, crying for a release, a moment of calm. But no, the fires burn in every cornor, Fate doesn't want to be happy, she wants to hate.

Detailed Appearance;; A scared stump is the first thing the eyes are drawn to when looking to this deer. The next, a slightly disfigured foreleg, bestowing a heavy limp, making the fastest movement a quick walk. Then to the eyes, not the colour, a normal forest brown, but the emotion, the angry fire. After these features have been veiwed, you will notice her colour, a chestnut brown, prehaps the only truly beautiful trait about the doe. She is rather large, but maybe that isn't too noticable. Most won't envy her for her size, but pity her for her disfigurments. That is what sparks the fire. Knowing pity is there.

History;; Of the new elders (the son of the first) was Fate's cousin of whom she was very fond of. Very very fond of. Her last brother had died in the great fires, but this really did not bother the hind, not having had the best relationship with him. A few scars were left from that ordeal, both inside and out. She had mentioned this to the young elder, leaving out the 'not really bothered' part, and had earned a sympathetic response. Here, her affection grew until she became almost obsessed with the buck. Obviously he had no idea of her torment, and did not really concern himself with her, after all there were many other beautiful does standing front of him, crowding for attention.

current threads...

Wavering Slopes - Hazelfury's Claim
starring; Fate, Hazelfury


mind updates...

Currently feeling; bitter, we all know why, shocked, on account of a new sight, bewildered, a living memory, guarded, not to be recognised,


the relationship web...

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